No ideologies

I was wondering why I oftentimes feel as if my 'position' on anything can only be neutral - or disaffected. That is, I may form an initial reaction, as do most (if not all) people, but then, through a process of deduction I seem to always come to this conclusion in which I simply cannot decide (although usually there is no need for any decision, and as such this may be moot) - I may understand the different standpoints, but I just can't see myself 'supporting' either of them. If I'm to be an idealist then, I suppose, this may be the result of knowing the 'big picture', coming to terms with differing views and leaving undecided as I can see merits in all of them; the cynic, though, which I suspect might be more realistic (although, how am I to decide?) - would be that I have difficulty attaching myself to 'any' concepts: I enjoy reading about abstract notions, but can't 'feel' anything, as people do e.g. with political ideologies.

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